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(no subject) [Dec. 23rd, 2004|11:27 am]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |alkaline trio]

i haven't written in here in like ever. this brings back so many memories. school was good. only 2 more days till christmas! im so incrediblly excited. well friday we have off thank god. my day has been pretty boring so far though, first period we had a quiz. i did decent on it? 2nd i had yet another pop quiz. i failed that. then after 2nd i saw grant <3 i usually never see him then, next in third i had a huge essay test for history.i have like two more days to complete it thought because i was sick on wednesday.
im so incredibly bored.today is going pretty good thought. i love kerri mc guckin barbara trunk and brittany solecki with a passion. thank you sooo much guys i <3 you to death.
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::rolls eyes:: [Apr. 8th, 2004|02:45 pm]
[Current Mood |okayokay]
[Current Music |sugarcult memory]

okay so me n kara both arent getting are 13 bithdays from are parents... yeah w.e so me n her r gonna throw are selves ones were basically gonna go to the mall n hang out with r friends so far -->>me, her, taylor, meghan, barbara, britany, alexis,n some of her friends like nuri n them . but if u wanta come call me or her.ahh!! my tummy n stomach hurts!!!!!yuck! but hahahahah i got yet another pic of grant!! dead sexii thanx melissa ilu!!!! yeah soi was talkin to jim.... CHRIS U LIAR HE SO DOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol i love dead sexii base ball spandex... tights,, idn what he calls them but their sexi!!!!lolhaha
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [7:08 PM]: u dont wear tights?
Jiman220 [7:08 PM]: they r called baseball pants there buddy and yes i do.
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [7:09 PM]: lol... n girls call them sexii pants!

okay tell me if u get this... cause i really dont so please comment if i just said this wrong on jim just reads things wrong.

Im2CuTe4YoU714 [7:15 PM]: x antisocial24 x [7:14 PM]: It's amazing how guys can say really funny yet disturbing things & us girls take it to the next level.
Jiman220 [7:15 PM]: what the hell does that mean? does that mean that since i said that i blow ur gonna blow me?
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [7:16 PM]: o yeah... NO!?!?!? where the hell did u get that from???
Jiman220 [7:16 PM]: lol u

what lol???? i got lost sum where in this....???? yeah alrite lol

x antisocial24 x [7:15 PM]: and let me tell you this, the youth of the nation, is such a horny bunch.
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [7:16 PM]: lmao i kno

((((((luke))))))))lmao ur such a horny kid who just wants to play with ur little glow sex whips.

Jiman220 [7:13 PM]: lol its tru i blow
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [7:13 PM]: that dident nesciarly sound rite.
Jiman220 [7:14 PM]: sick minded
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [7:14 PM]: lol.

jim...u so just said"i blow" if i said that ud be like really?????? ((all insuthiactic))<-- i cant spell that word.

xOmellanieOx:taylor.. i got a ?......
xOmellanieOx:brown hair... brown hair.... blonde hair... blonde hair...back hair black hair...red hair?????
taytay1714:FIRE CROTCHESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lmao can we say special... ... i was j.w. loll
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today... [Apr. 7th, 2004|04:51 pm]
[Current Mood |sillynot on pot]
[Current Music |if ur happy n u kno it clap ur hands(untied clap)]

xanga suck moneky nuts!!!! me n barb hate it


haha today was sooooooooooooooooooooooo boring!!!!cant wait till summer!!! ahh i love spring break!!! i was gonna make a new lj but its to much work so im just gonna be laxy n if people read this that arent sopose to HORAY FOR THM FOR LIEING TO ME!!!!!rays not mad... thnx lul!i would Never ever ever!! do that thanx for believeing me!!lmao lmao lmao!!!! bobbys locker is rite next to grants.... wow hes my new bff lol ilu bobby so many great times!!! haha i never knew this but more ppl read my LJ besides melissa(((barbara sara bobby nick cassie taylor colleen))))but yet they still dont COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol fine be lazy biotches!!!!! lol haha i was soooooooooooo hyper today... kara n ray thought i was on pot at the dare assembly well guess what im pot on not!!!so hah biotches!!! wow can u tell im hyper??? hyper!! hyper!! hyper!!! haha i cant talk at all...." so ray whats ur long time girl " o shit i ment goal!!! i swear i did! lol haha me n kara r gonna go to jims baseball game theres a rumor that he cant wear spandex(((hope fall)) lmao chris is so funni hes like yeah yeah yeah jims to fat to fit in to spandex yeah w.e chris he really issent so tomm. kar is gonna sleep over n were gonna go to his game!!!yeay yeay yeay!!! kara~ me n u r so gangstas--- down in front!!!! fo sho young blood we be bangin wathc jim play swing?????hahah can we say hyper n drunk!!! lol haha kate was like hey bitch nice skirt its ugly as hell n i was liek thnx kate but y the hell r u lookin at my ass??? i kno u want me n all but ew... hun i like guys... not girls!!! ehh im gonna try n not be hyper......... . . . . . . . . .okay its not working...... ugh!! lax pratice is t o o long !!!!! omg like a couple more weeks till gymnastics!!!!!! ehh in english max bobby n nick asked me who was hotter n i started laughin...i mean seriously... what did they want me to say??? lol
im out...
n y DONT U COMMENT!!!!!!!! make my day hyperer
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today [Apr. 6th, 2004|04:23 pm]
[Current Mood |depressedhated]
[Current Music |reason]

today was absolutely horrable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
o yeah--thanx for currsing me off torwards pete jim lu2
uh!! melissa cant be online all nite...i really need to talk to her
ray--i would never do that to u i thought u knew me better then that i denied evrything!!

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forever [Apr. 5th, 2004|04:46 pm]
[Current Mood |stressedworried n shaking]
[Current Music |idn n idc]

ugh today was just horrable!!!

its totaly horrifying when u have to worry about 2 of your best friends commiting sucide n about ur whole life is spent worrying about them to the point where if there late comming to their locker while ur waiting for them u start crying cause ur afarid they fvcked with their lives! well i pretty much had enof of all this shit!who the hell m i sopose to turn to now to whipe away all my tears n to tell me he knows what im going thru... no one else listens or cares!!!sp basically if u decide to kill ur self im going rite down with u cause i care n i dont kno how to live my life if u werent in it !!!!!!


if u go i will cause BFF really does mean forever

wow thats the one time forever is really gonna be true for me.
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quizy thingy [Apr. 4th, 2004|06:26 pm]
[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |the reason]

Nicknames- Mell, Melli,Babygirl, shorty
b day-7 14
color-black,pink, red
tall?-with my shoes
fat?no... i just said i was skinny
haircolor?-blondish brown
staright-sumtimes if i iron it
Best girls- kara, taylor, meghan
Bestguys- jesse jim ray
Funniest freind- ...ray...yeah prety much
tallest friend-taylor or ray...
shortest friend- tom
oldest friend- i ahve no clue cept im the youngest
Blondist-tomm!!! or jesse!!!
blackist- kara
reddist-JIMM ahhh!!!!
most trust worthy- ray or taylor or kara
weirdest-taylor or kara~~fire crotch n jolly ranchers n halls???lmao
friends u dont really get to see alot-jesse, jim.alexis, gabs julez
Hottest friend-..............Xim so not sayinX.........
who would u die for?basically my closest friends ((taylor jim kara ray))
how many bfs did u have-12???
how many did u tell them that u loved them?-12
how many times did u mean it-2
do u have a crush?-yeah
if so who? *** ***** idn if i still do/
Hottest bf-wastle or luke
did u ever play n e of them?yeah.
did they play u ?2 of them
are u still friends with ur old bfs?almost all of them theres onli like 3 i dont talk no n e more.
been kissed?yep
tv show-one tree hill,OC, viva la bam, jackass
radio-y100, q102
song-f u rite back
n e songs make u cry?yeah lots
what ones?untill the da i die, the reason.in the shadows.lots more.
funnest place ever-in ur room!!!!! lol j.p.
favorit movie-10 things i hate about u.
favorit bands-soty tbs dashboard confessional 3 days grace ataris
last one....
bored yet? yesssssssssssssss
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this weekend [Apr. 4th, 2004|04:06 pm]
[Current Mood |depressedthinkin 2 much n scarin myself]
[Current Music |the reason]

went to the cyo dance... got lost lol
aww jim wassent there cause ya kno every1 i just come for him n i love him so much OoOoOh yeah baby n omg im so concieted!like omg n me n kara r turning gangsta her name is gangstella n im pimpcess
o yeah kar rubber band man !!!
that pretty got my mind away form shit for about 2 hrs then i came home. n i figured out what i am gonna do to solve all my problems ray~~if u do i will.easy as that.
but the dance was alrite tho tom had play boy slippers they blinked!!!
idn im still kinda worried about things... alot...
jim--- wtf lol ur so funni

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2004|06:10 pm]
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:00 PM]: what the hell is that sopose to mean???
x antisocial24 x [6:00 PM]: can i chop off his dick??????
x antisocial24 x [6:00 PM]: IDK!
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:00 PM]: yesss!
x antisocial24 x [6:01 PM]: WOO HOO
x antisocial24 x [6:01 PM]: JIM IS GETTING CIRCUMSIZED BY THE ONE AND ONLY...MELISSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:01 PM]: lmao
x antisocial24 x [6:01 PM]: :-)
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:02 PM]: omg i love u melissa
x antisocial24 x [6:02 PM]: hahahaha... lu2 mel
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:03 PM]: god wtf is his problem???
x antisocial24 x [6:03 PM]: ::clears throat:: well, hes a God made thing. he's a dude, dudes suck, dudes dont care about ppls feelings and omfg i keep saying dude.
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:03 PM]: dude!!! lol ur sopose to be a gangsta!
x antisocial24 x [6:04 PM]: lol word.
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:05 PM]: for shizzelthis kid jim has no dickizzle.
Im2CuTe4YoU714 [6:05 PM]: wow that was pathethic
x antisocial24 x [6:05 PM]: hahahaha!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2004|03:54 pm]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]
[Current Music |thats the last thing on my mind rite now.]

*^*^*^a true friend helps u up when u fall,a best friend trips u , laughs their ass off n then helps u up*^*^*^omg when ever i hear this n think of my big black shoes it makes me cry

ilu coll taylor meghan kara jim jesse ray bff!!lylab!
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today... [Apr. 2nd, 2004|03:40 pm]
[Current Mood |depresseda wreck]
[Current Music |soty]

wow. today was probly one of my worst days. i got in early!!!! wow for once n then i saw ray n i gave him the note i wrote to him... yeah pretty much started crying on lexy when i saw him n then when i went down to science i couldent stop shaking after 1st period hmrm. me n emma r cool now. after hmrm i talked to ray for like a min n i asked him if he was alrite he said yeah.... then during second i almost killed nick cause we were having a paper fight with basically all of are english class n sum how it got to the point where i had to tell nick to f off n that i wassent in the mood to talk. then 3rd was mathh ughh! then i like ran down to rays locker n i started like crying so much as he read the note n like on a part of it it said"friends help u up when u fall but best friends trip u , laugh their asses off n then help u up" well that reminded me n him of how he pushed me down the stairs with my tall shoes so then he decides to try n trip me again even tho it wouldent work cause i like couldent walk cause i was shking so much cause i was scared. then 4/5 i was still basically shaking n crying cause i was so scared then 6th i met melissa at my locker n for the rest of th pd. i basically cried on kara. 7/8 took a test got an A suprisingly 9th... yet another mess n 10th we cooked soup!!!eww!!! after tenth i waited for ray at his locker but he dident come ugh!

ray~ilusfm! **bff** if u ever need sum one to talk to im here for u lylab
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